October 15, 2004

Irrational Logoists

My recent post, Nihilists and Necrophiliacs, inspired some very interesting feedback. Among them, Pixy Misa said:

I believe that the only meaning there is to existence is that which we create ourselves.

Where do I fit in? I'm no Islamist, nor a nihilist, but I'm not sure I'm a logoist either.

Jinnderella added:

David, I'm with Pixy Misa-- if I believe what Francis Crick believes-- "The Astonishing Hypothesis, is that 'You,' your joys and your sorrows, your memories and your ambitions, your sense of personal identity and free will, are in fact no more than the behavior of a vast assembly of nerve cells and their associated molecules. As Lewis Carroll's Alice might have phrased it: 'You're nothing but a pack of neurons.'" (via Belmont Club) I guess I do believe in the-god-in-the-genes. Does that qualify me to be logoist?

It seems a lot of people I respect fall into this category – people who (if I understand correctly) think it doesn’t make sense to believe that existence has meaning, since there is no evidence for it – yet betray by their actions that in spite of everything, they do. Often, like Pixy Misa, they will say that they believe in “creating meaning” – I don’t fall for this for a minute! Though I have no trouble with the phrase if you mean to say that you should pursue a life that has meaning for you, if I take it as it seems to be intended, it would imply that an Islamist’s meaning is just as meaningful as Pixy Misa’s, since they are both meanings that they have “created themselves”. Such a meaning for meaning seems to me meaningless. I’ll call these people irrational logoists; since they have an irrational belief in meaning that persists in spite of what their reason is telling them. I know them well, since I was once one of them. (When I made up the term: logoist, to describe people who believe that there is a meaning to existence, I was sure that someone would soon tell me what the “real” term is. So far they haven’t.)

I parted ways with irrational logoism deliberately – I couldn’t stand the cognitive dissonance. I didn’t want to give up my belief in meaning, assuming that that was possible. To do so would be to fall into the abyss, to embrace death in life, passing the time aimlessly with nothing more than sensual pleasures to relieve the boredom. So the choice left to me (besides the continuing anguish of cognitive dissonance) was to embrace meaning wholly, and derive what I reasonably could from it. It took a while, but in the end I succeeded. I did it by doing – by living life as if it had meaning, and eventually I came to understand that, in fact, it did. I am now rarely attacked by nihilistic self-doubt. And the world has become lit up.

There are people who claim it is I, a rational theist, who is suffering from cognitive dissonance. I can only conclude that they have chosen the other path: nihilism.

(My apologies to those whom I have wronged by misunderstanding you. It should be clear that I am talking, here, primarily about myself. I await the clarifications.)

Posted by David Boxenhorn at October 15, 2004 02:02 PM
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I don't see a deep conflict between Pixy's created meaning and David's discovered meaning. Was the Mandelbrot Set created or discovered? In practice, when pursuing any kind of activity or project, our goals co-evolve with our discoveries. This is an objective, non-arbitrary process. And it must be true for life as a whole, since what is life but a giant project? The project is to realise our culturally-inherited values and try to discover new, better values through reason and experience. To the extent that we succeed, our lives are meaningful. I think nihilists are just pessimists, people who have failed to discover consistent, worthwhile goals. They grow to hate people who have apparently succeeded where they have failed, and who retain their love of life; such people are a standing refutation of their moral worldview.

Btw, I don't think human meaningfulness can be reduced to a biological explanation, as Jinnderella seems to suggest, any more than the properties of browser software can be explained solely by reference to silicon wafers. Human brains are knowledge-transmitting and knowledge-creating machines, and so differences in human behaviour cannot for long be captured by any finite theory. This is because there's still an infinite amount of knowledge "out there" waiting to be discovered!

Posted by: Tom Robinson at October 17, 2004 05:37 AM Permalink

Tom: A very good point.

Whether one creates (invents) or discovers the Mandelbrot set is one of perspective - one seeing mathematics as a tool that you use to create things (which can then be used as tools to create other things), the other seeing mathematics as a whole, waiting to be discovered. Both depend on the validity of mathematics to derive their own validity.

Similarly, whether one creates or discovers something that gives meaning to your life, its meaning depends on there being a fundamental meaning to existence. Do you think Pixy Misa believes that the Islamists' created meaning is just as valid as his own?

Our problem is that we cannot prove that one "created meaning" is true, the other false. Nevertheless we believe it.

And I recoil from the idea that because I cannot prove it, therefore it doesn't exist.

Posted by: David Boxenhorn at October 17, 2004 09:25 AM Permalink

We can't prove anything. But we still know things. This is what Karl Popper taught us.

Posted by: Elliot at October 17, 2004 08:52 PM Permalink

Elliot: If we can't prove anything, then at least we need a heuristic method. I liked your tetris post illustrating just that.

In the future, feel free to give us links to relevant posts!

Posted by: David Boxenhorn at October 17, 2004 09:22 PM Permalink

Glad you liked it.

I don't think we need a heuristic method. Arguments either work or they don't, just like propositions are true or false. If my arguments say something is true, I tentatively adopt that position as true, never as 80% likely to be true.

you can of course design silly exceptions by asking things like "i'm gonna roll two dice. if i get a 7, this statement will be considered true, otherwise false. pick if it's true now" but i think if we are willing to fix questions when we need to, instead of trying to fit an answer to any question, it works. for example in this case, answer, "it is *true* that you have a 1/6 chance of rolling a 7, 5/6 of not" even though that's not strictly what the question was.

Posted by: Elliot at October 17, 2004 11:23 PM Permalink

Elliot: Surely you don't think the answer to the question, "How to live?" has a yes/no answer!

Neither does, "What is meaningful?" or "What makes me happy?"

(All closely related questions.)

Posted by: David Boxenhorn at October 17, 2004 11:32 PM Permalink

I meant propositions like "We should live X way" are true/false. ie, potential answers to those questions are right or wrong.

btw i do think wrong answers often have lots of truth in them.

Posted by: Elliot at October 17, 2004 11:59 PM Permalink

The question you would have to ask is, "Is living X way better than the way I am living now?"

Asking this question repeatedly as new Xs come up is a heuristic method.

Posted by: David Boxenhorn at October 18, 2004 12:04 AM Permalink

Hi David. I missed this back when you posted it.

Perhaps I should explain myself further:

My position is that the Universe does not have meaning. The Universe simply is. (That's somewhat tautological, because I define the Universe as what exists, but anyway...)

Meaning is what intelligence generates when applied to the Universe. It does not, indeed cannot exist of itself; it is the product of the process of thought.

All this is just fluffy bunnies though unless we defined meaning. Until you do that, you can't say, for example, what you mean when you say "it would imply that an Islamist’s meaning is just as meaningful as Pixy Misa’s".

Certainly my worldview is more founded in reality, more productive, more conducive to happiness and learning in myself and my fellow man, than that of the Islamists. Does that make the "meaning" I have created for myself more "valid" than the "meaning" the Islamists have created for themselves? I dunno. But it's a hell of a lot better.

Posted by: Pixy Misa at January 16, 2005 06:48 AM Permalink